Hello. I'm starting my blog today.
For sure it's not a Blog to share with others people, but i'ts more like a diary to me.
Well to begin I'd like to write my feelings these days, and these feelings are hitting me like an arrow that comes toward my heart.
But I don't know for sure what i'm feeling, but one thing I know , it's knocking me down, and im feeling like im fading away. If I could fight this, but i can't. it's coming fast and it's stronger than me.
For about 3 years ago I've left my dad's home, and since than, I have moved to another city and im living away from all my kin.
Since I have moved to Belo horizonte my life turned up side down, I've learned a lot about myself, about how to be a grown man, how to work to pay my bills, how to control my money. But lately im feeling sick of this,im feeling like my feet is not in the ground any more. I'm feeling very alone, I can't afford some wishes I have, like to buy a new car, or just a car because I have no car lately. I'd like to rent a house, because I have none. Of course I have a place to live, to sleep and take a good shower, but it's not a place like i'd like to live, I rent a room inside a house where lives 5 more persons and it's not so confortable because i have to share everything,share the bathroom, the laundry,clothes line and another things.
I don't know what to do, im not finding my place in this world, it seems like everything is out of place.
I'm thinking a lot about everything, i'd like to find a solution to these feelings or maybe there's no solution, maybe im just passing through, I saying that because I feel like i dont fit in this world.
That's all for today.
